I was hurt for many months by her 💑 and the inability to do nothing about it but in the end I accepted it, later than she did but nevertheless it was perhaps more useful to me than to her..
I realize that I will remain stubborn about life choices.. That I may be stuck in a cycle of never liking those who like me at the same time, but I think I am at peace with it tonight.. It's okay..its who I am.. I exist therefore I am. And I am what I am.. And now I want to eat ayam penyet lol.
I'll miss them all...but it's fine.. It's okay to carry them around.. I'll be like maz jobrani, collecting injuries..just two decades too early...